Premanand Maharaj Ji
Is it wrong to worry about my future and livelihood if I have surrendered to God?
Self-worry stains surrender
Worrying about your welfare, livelihood or whether you will find Bhagwan is a stain on surrender. Believe the promise that Bhagwan carries the welfare of those who think only of him, and give him the weight of your worry.
Worrying about yourself is a stain on surrender. When we are in Bhagwan's shelter and he is Vishwambhar, who sustains the whole world, he will sustain me too.