Sadhguru
Is wanting to surrender a good idea, and what does real surrender feel like?
Don't label the moment
"I want to surrender" is itself a bad idea, because nobody has surrendered. If you are so overwhelmed by someone's presence that you almost don't exist, you can call that surrender, but it is better to leave it without calling it anything.
If you got so overwhelmed by somebody's presence that there are moments when you almost don't exist, you can call that surrender, but I would leave it without calling it anything.