Sadhguru
Why is it so hard to surrender to God when I have self-esteem and confidence?
Surrender is against self-worth and self-esteem
Surrender happens out of a certain realization. It is against self-worth, self-esteem and confidence, which you have always been taught are the valuable things. Only when you're worthless can you surrender.
Surrender is against all these things. Only when you are worthless can you surrender. If you hold self-worth, self-esteem and confidence, how will you surrender?