Sadhguru
Why do I feel lazy and keep putting things off?
Laxity comes from doing life unwillingly
Doing something you don't care to do makes it hard. If you do your life unwillingly, you are sometimes hard and sometimes lax. Do your life willingly, and you will always be intense.
If you do your life unwillingly, sometimes you are hard on yourself and sometimes you are lax. You suffer in both cases. Laxity means you miss life.