Premanand Maharaj Ji
Is God punishing me when I suffer?
God is merciful, he does not punish
Bhagwan is so merciful that he keeps giving sun, air, water and food even to those who abuse him. Do not blame him for your suffering; be patient and do naam jap.
Bhagwan does not punish. Bhagwan only shows grace. Bhagwan is exceedingly merciful.