Premanand Maharaj Ji
Why can't I feel Bhagwan's grace even though I practise?
Ego is the umbrella blocking grace
Ego is like an umbrella that keeps us from soaking in the rain of Radha-Krishna's grace. Pray humbly that Bhagwan pull the ego away, since all sadhana is for melting it.
If only ego would go. We have an umbrella of ego up, and so we cannot be drenched in the rain of grace of Priya-Pritam.