Premanand Maharaj Ji
भगवत मार्ग पर हर दिन असफल हो रहा हूँ, क्या करूँ?
Failure on the path leads to surrender
On the path to Bhagwan, failure was taken as a sign of success to come. When you feel helpless, cry out to Bhagwan for protection, because feeling powerless is what makes surrender firm.
So becoming a failure and helpless is itself the strength of surrender. As long as one has strength in oneself, there is no pure surrender.