Premanand Maharaj Ji
Why does laziness not leave my life even though my faith in Bhagwan is growing?
Thirst and hunger for Bhagwan have not arisen
A thirsty person does not need to ask anyone's help; the mind simply cries out for water, and hunger is the same. The thirst and hunger for Bhagwan have not arisen yet, and self-surrender is missing.
You have not yet felt thirst for Bhagwan, brother, nor hunger; this talk of laziness and carelessness.