Premanand Maharaj Ji
Why am I not getting close to God even though I say I love Him?
One trust, one strength, one hope
Surrender means full trust in one Ishta (chosen deity), like the chatak bird waiting only for rain. We have many trusts and many friends, and we say "I love you" to everyone, so Bhagwan is not being found.
One trust, one strength, one hope, one faith, as Tulsidas is to Ram like the chatak bird. Complete surrender to one's chosen deity like the chatak: one trust, one strength, one hope, one faith.